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Tuesday, July 19th, 2005
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8:52 am
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well, i got to see my honey bunch the past few days, and boy did i ever not want her to leave...I am addicted...and I dont care!!!!WE went shopping and I bought a pimk shirt which is totally not me, but I actually like it...I gotta work like5 days in a row, but I get to see my honey again saturday!!!!!!YAY!!!We are gonna go fishing with tryan and his girlfriend...I think it will be a blast....just got off the phone with my lil sweetness so I am in a great mood....I hope she has a good day at work and makes 10000000000 sales, but who wants another credsit card, besides me...anyways, hi ho hi ho, ya know the rest....gotta go put people in jail now....so kyle, mego, whats up and talk and see yall later.....and honey you know I luvs ya....mwah!!!!
current mood:  weird
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| Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
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5:04 am
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Well I successfully was a dumbass today. I disappointed Tiffany today, which is the last thing I want to do. But it is totally my fault. I have been watching my ex-fiancee's apartment for her....well not me really, but my partner at work had been doing it for me, but nonetheless, I have been in contact with her, but very very little. Tiffany is afraid that I am not over my ex, which I am, but me being retarded is not helping my case any. Tiffany says that I will have to prove it to her, which I am trying to do, but yet again, I go and do something stupid. She says I would be mad if she did the same with one of her ex boyfriends, which is true, I would, which makes me the biggest hypocrite in the world. I love Tiffany very very much, which she is aware of, but she is afraid that my little contact I have with my ex is gonna make me go back to her, but I am not going back to her. She even told me that she might be moving back to Ashland where we are from, which doesn't bother me at all. I still love my ex, and I always will, but I am over her, she is in the past. I am with Tiffany now, and am happier now than I have been in a long time. I have the fear that when Tiffany moves up here to Richmond, that she will say that we dont do enough together, just like my ex said, and that I will lose Tiffany too. I hope I am wrong...please lord I hope I am wrong, I dont ever wanna lose Tiffany. She is beautiful in every way. She cares for me and what happens to me, and that means the world to me. I want her to know now that I am not going back to my ex, but I understand how hard it is for her to not believe me, I still just wish that she would. I miss Tiffany more and more, every minute that we are apart, and count down the seconds until we will see each other again. It kills me that we live so far apart, but she will be here soon,and I will be able to wake up in the morning next to her. That will be the greatest feeling in the world. Well, I love Tiffany with all my heart, and if you read this honey, please believe me that I am with you, and that I am not gonna go back to Michelle. I had to get it out because it was killing me that it is killing you......but it is 5:30 in the morning, and I have to be at work at noon, so I am gonna wrap it up. Kyle, whats up if ya read this....and Honey Bunches of Oats, you is my baby girl and will be forever, believe me please....I love you honey and cant wait til saturday....MWAH!!!!!
current mood:  gloomy
current music: Ryan attempting to play dueling banjos on the guitar
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| Tuesday, July 5th, 2005
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11:38 pm - my baby girl
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hi Tiffany...this one is just for you...I have been so happy this last month...I havent been this happy in a long time..I hope that we last forever, cause I'm havin fun so far. I love you so much and I want you to know that and never question whether ot not I ever do. You are so beautiful, no matter what you say, and you are mine forever...so get over it.
current mood:  anxious
current music: Type O Negative
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